Even a broken clock is right twice a day... and one video of my time being homeless

 

Even a broken clock is right twice a day …  no one is wrong all of the time nor is anyone correct all of the time … such is the nature of humanity … humility though is being able to admit when you are wrong … as I am doing regarding Donald Trump … and why did I vote for him …. Hmmm

I try to learn from my mistakes (good thing since they are so numerous) and contemplate why I have made certain decisions in life …  did I do so out of self-preservation or how it would affect me, my family, society in general … sounds so righteous doesn’t it and the answer most would give …  Humans are basically ego centric … tribal …

Mr. Trump is now a broken clock to me, which in the past I thought was an accurate time piece … seeing and verbalizing politics as they really are “swampy” and could give a rat’s ass about the public they “serve” what a misnomer ; we “serve” them  handing over tax dollars, while the politicians choose how to use the money … or how to skim off of it,  when they are not receiving payoffs from globalists and special interest groups … ever notice how all politicians go into office middle class, but someone always leave office as millionaires … being a politician is like winning the lottery! And you did not even have to buy the ticket we did as American citizens … that is not to mention they fly for free, hotels are free, vacations free if couched as a politically necessary …

But back to my “broken clock” story … I agree with Trump cutting off federal funding to Catholic Charites … most see it as Trump taking another hit against the Catholic church, I do not. I do not believe Catholic charities or any nonprofit should be getting any money from the federal government … they are tax free organizations that do not pay any taxes, plus getting federal grants  to me is like “double dipping” into the tax code and insulting to the taxpayers.  As a matter of fact I do not think any nonprofit should be given a “tax free” ride … one has only to look into the payrolls of the administrative staff in most nonprofits … salaries are very high, higher than most blue collar or middle class workers… High enough for  them to have high end cars and homes, European travel…etc. much of which is donated to them… or they play the LLC game of  hidding and layering profit margins …

But I will be honest here I have a real head of steam when it comes to Catholic charities they were one of the major reasons I voted for Trump … all the federal grants and federal programs that the Biden administration gave to the illegal immigrates by sacrificing American citizens financially … especially the homeless Americans and veterans …I witnessed this upfront and personal …

Clearly my books, writings, blogs over the years indicate I believe the hierarchy of the church many times speaks with a “forked tongue”… telling the laity if you do not obey their rules, as in dogma, cannon …Yada yada. You are not in union with the Church; hence you are not in union with Jesus Christ. And, they hold the keys to the kingdom, and you ain't getting in unless you obey their rules. The Catholic Church's hierarchy is very legalistic, reminiscent many times of all the laws in the Talmud. Yet when it comes to national identity and the rules of any given nation, the Catholic hierarchy frowns upon such. Even though Vatican City is a country unto itself, and they have certain rules and regulations within their country. If a pedophile priest, bishop, or cardinal was sent to the Vatican after being exposed as being a pervert, authorities would be hard-pressed to be able to extradite that despicable person out of Vatican City. Which also reminds me of the protection the State of Israel gives pedophiles, safe harbor…. You cannot extradite them from Isreal. And in the past, when I did a deep dive into and wrote about the Catholic Church and their covering up of their problematic priests or financial scandals, they weren't defrocked. If they couldn't be reassigned to another diocese, they would be sent to Rome.

And the Church's policies towards this level of corruption and scandal only changed because their hands were caught in the cookie jar, so to speak. The change was not self-motivated or based on self-reflection, it was very legalistic. They were being sued; they were being prosecuted. I am extremely pragmatic, and I'm not an apologist for the Catholic Church. They clearly put the corporation of the church ahead of the children of the church until they were caught. The religion of Catholicism did not stand alone in such dirty deeds. It spreads across every religion, every section of humanity. It's insidious and organized evil. Consider how dark it is that society had to be mandated via a law for them to protect the welfare and safety of children. Saying religions, organizations, doctors, teachers are now mandatory reporters of abuse of a child one would think this would be inherent within a civilized society. Yet it was not, and we are seeing it is still  through the Epstein files. On a global powerful scale.

I have a real problem with the Catholic Church and their stance on illegal immigration. If you're going to put that rule on the American citizen and attempt to make us, feel guilty, less than charitable you need to put down that stone in your hand before you toss it our way and clean up your own rules, dogma, on your position within the duality of your claim to authorty nature of you

Your claim of authority over the laity to obey your laws, your regulations within the “country” of the Vatican and within your spiritual dogma that binds a soul not to Christ but doctrine; as to what makes one a Catholic. What makes one an American citizen is living within the structure and the foundation of its founding fathers and the laws and regulations therein regarding immigration. There is no moral, theological, philosophical distinction there. Between the Constitution of the United States, its laws concerning immigration or anything else, and the laws that structure any given religion, as to be a member of that religion.

There are few priests within my diocese who are  open and honest with me in regards to what their bishop has told them to prioritize within the diocese, and it was and it is illegal immigrants. And again, I have seen this up front and personal.

In 2023, for reasons I will keep to myself at this point, I will write about it in the future; I was homeless for six months and I lived in my car. I sought the help of Catholic charities. Applications were filled by illegal immigrants, usually the Hispanic community coming up from South America. That is not a racial statement; that's a statement of fact. I lived it. It's a statement of fact.

When you live in your car, you're not safe at night. The car could be broken into. You could be robbed. You could be assaulted. You could be abused or worse…So when I finally came to terms with the fact Catholic Charities were more interested in illegal immigrants and not American citizens.

I had emailed several Catholic pastors within my location asking if I could just park my car at night to be safe, so I could catch maybe two or three hours of sleep in my car. Only one answered my email, and they said no. I went in person to one parish. The pastor was unavailable to speak to me. Yet the same Catholic institution, my diocese, would provide safe harbor if illegal immigrants went in there as a sanctuary to get away from ICE or the authorities. This is not to say that I approve of some of the things that ICE has done, but this is to say that the Catholic Church speaks with a forked tongue. 

And the money that is donated in the United States to Catholic Charities, I would dare say is being done by 95% of American citizens. They really need to know that it's not helping your fellow American citizen. It's helping illegal immigrants. It's helping in their legal aid, their healthcare, their housing, and this was happening abundantly through the Biden administration, not only within the Catholic Church (Catholic Charities) but within every other organization that would apply to the Biden administration for funding to build rapid housing for illegal immigrants. And this is the major reason why Donald Trump won his presidency,in 2024 because the American citizens were fed up. They wanted America first. They didn't want any foreign wars. They didn't want to send armament to one country to fight another one, countries that have been engaging in wars or conflicts since human history began.

And by God's grace, when I finally did find an apartment and was able to once again have a roof over my head, I needed furniture. So I went to a local Catholic church, St. Mary's, because I saw they were making furniture deliveries and they were donating furniture. But to my surprise, I was told that that was only for the Hispanic community. Again this is not a racial statement but a statement of facts eye witnessed.

During my time being homeless, I would sit in a park at times, different parks, and I would speak to a lot of people and one group that surprised me as being extremely pro-Donald Trump, "he needs to be president again," was the black community. Ones in Paterson, and in the surrounding areas. They were fed up with seeing illegal immigrants getting grants to start businesses, to buy homes, when they had no such opportunity as American citizens given to them.

I posted one video below showing what it was like to be homeless … I made several videos of that time. I also made video journals of some non-profits that I went to, and I filmed their response. I will evntually post all those videos on my website... 

https://www.thekindledspiritofebooks.com/

with a narrative as how the homeless American citizens were treated as compared to the illegal immigrants /aliens 

We, as American citizens, truly thought  Donald Trump would make it better for the American citizen. It's so much worse now, and we were all snookered, to say the least. Veterans are once again becoming homeless, as are American citizens.

... I am second generation to this country, grandparents came here legally through Ellis Isalnd, played by the rules of this country … Had to have a sponsor here to take care of them, had to pass health examination before entering the country … just like the Catholic church states they “hold the keys to get into heaven”, obey their rules or you are not getting into the kingdom … or as the Zionists say … you do not support their agenda God will curse you … so what is it religious leaders … obey your rules as you deny ours… the Zionists marched into Gaza and kick out the residents, took their homes, deny them care or kill them to put in their own “ethic group” … isn’t that philosophically to a lesser degree what the Biden administration did to the poor American citizens and veterans and replaced them with illegal immigrants … all “tax free” and with goverment grants …